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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 18, 2007 20:46:00 GMT -5
"and god to i love to drink."
"Really? I never would have guessed," Gwen said with a wink, taking another drink. "My father raised me on single malt scotch. He would have disowned me if I didn't have a bottle of McCutcheon's in the house."
She shrugged. "And I never had that many layovers in Hawaii. Most of my time was spent in the airport, but occasionally, I was able to get out and actually enjoy the island," she said. "So these fans of yours...do you get a lot of letters, e-mails, websites full of admirers?"
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Post by JINX on Mar 18, 2007 20:55:04 GMT -5
Jinx
Jasmine laughed a little bit, so ok maybe Gwen did know first hand about her little drinking Problem. But eh what star these days didn't have one? she was just glad she didn't have a serious problem with the bottle. "So these fans of yours...do you get a lot of letters, e-mails, websites full of admirers?"
"God i have so much fan mail, i get letters and Emails from everyone. I mean i never have time to look through them all. But i try, i do my best. No one else matters to me more than the fans, they were the only people i were ever nice too." Jinx sighed and drank some more, placing her half empty water bottle she smiled and sat back. "So do they consider you a queen of the sky?" she grinned, "I mean we had this person they use to talk about all the time, about this was the kind of person you should take after." Jinx smiled, "so Queen of the sky, need more wine?"
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 19, 2007 7:45:35 GMT -5
"No, I'm good for now," Gwen asserted, always a lightweight when it came to drinking and already tired from the day's events. "And definitely not the queen of the sky. I'm much lower on the hierarchy. More of a lady-in-waiting, I guess. Oh, but I meant to tell you, one of the other attendants survived!" she said excitedly. "His name's Ray; poor guy was out there in the jungle for the past three days till he stumbled into camp. Now he...would be the queen."
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Post by JINX on Mar 19, 2007 9:06:42 GMT -5
Jinx
"No, I'm good for now," Jasmine smiled, she had a feeling by the end of this night. One of the other would be cutting the other off. "And definitely not the queen of the sky. I'm much lower on the hierarchy. More of a lady-in-waiting, I guess. Oh, but I meant to tell you, one of the other attendants survived!" Jasmine felt much better knowing Gwen had someone else to talk to. a real friend and that’s what she would need, everyone needed a friend.
...Now he...would be the queen." Jasmine laughed and took another sip of wine.
"As in head over heals Queen?" Jasmine smiled and without Gwen's go ahead, she re-topped Gwen's wine. "I had a gay friend, he was the best, i mean if he was any flaming he would have exploded."
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 19, 2007 10:20:51 GMT -5
"As in head over heals Queen? I had a gay friend, he was the best, i mean if he was any flaming he would have exploded."
Gwen nodded. "Ray is very...confident in his queenly status. He was one of my trainers at the academy. A drill instructor in a feather boa. But he's lovely. And once he's fully recovered, he will not hesitate to tell each and every person on this island exactly what he thinks about them," she proclaimed.
"Oh, you have no idea how happy I was to see him. Ethan was with me, and I think he got the wrong impression when I threw my arms around Ray's neck and invited him to go sleep in my shelter," she said. "He asked if Ray was my boyfriend, so I had to inform Ethan that he was more his type than I was." She giggled and took another drink.
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Post by JINX on Mar 19, 2007 11:29:57 GMT -5
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"Ray is very...confident in his queenly status. He was one of my trainers at the academy. A drill instructor in a feather boa. But he's lovely. And once he's fully recovered, he will not hesitate to tell each and every person on this island exactly what he thinks about them,"
Jasmine couldn't wait to meet this guy, he sounded like a load of fun to be around. I mean if he started barking orders at her she might do it without thought, and that was not common in Jasmines world. "Sounds like he is a great guy, i can't wait to meet him."
"Oh, you have no idea how happy I was to see him. Ethan was with me, and I think he got the wrong impression when I threw my arms around Ray's neck and invited him to go sleep in my shelter, He asked if Ray was my boyfriend, so I had to inform Ethan that he was more his type than I was."
"I god i would have paid to see Ethan's face," Jasmine Grinned and took another drink. "I think that boy has the hots for you, He's got puppy love. He'll sniff around you until Rescue comes." Jasmine grinned and dug through her bag, cutting her hand on a peice of Glass. "Shit.." she yelped, "Think i have enough open wounds on my body, all i need is this."
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 19, 2007 11:56:06 GMT -5
"Sounds like he is a great guy, i can't wait to meet him."
"Oh, he will be thrilled to meet you. He'll probably want you to show him every dance move you've ever done," she said.
"I god i would have paid to see Ethan's face. I think that boy has the hots for you, He's got puppy love. He'll sniff around you until Rescue comes."
"Oh, look, I've already gotten the words of warning from Ray. And it's quite probable that he has feelings for me. But I don't know how to deal with it. I've just never been that good at...things. Feelings, emotions, whatever," she groaned, throwing up her hands in resignation. "A lifelong commitment-phobe trapped on an island...it's almost poetic justice."
"Think i have enough open wounds on my body, all i need is this."
"Or you're just looking to get an appointment with Doctor Jack," Gwen noted. She took Jasmine's cut hand and looked at it. "It's not that deep. Here, just keep pressure on it and that should stop the bleeding," she advised, handing her a nearby towel.
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Post by JINX on Mar 19, 2007 14:36:45 GMT -5
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"Or you're just looking to get an appointment with Doctor Jack,"
Jasmine shook her head, "What and risk Sarah kicking my ass," she shook her head, "I think i will stand by and wait for the next hunk of manliness to talk out of the forest and Nurse him back to health." Jasmine winked and kept the pressure on her wound as Gwen said. That Glass must have been from the second Bottle i found shattered, half my clothes were ruined by wine. Honestly i never expect the second bottle of any bottle to survive."
"Also to answer your statement, love is right around the corner." she grinned, "Seize the moment ‘cause tomorrow you might be dead." Than Jinx realized that might have not been the best choice of words or a quote at that particular time.
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 19, 2007 16:14:46 GMT -5
"What and risk Sarah kicking my ass,"
"Psh, Sarah's harmless," Gwen claimed, waving her hand. "Unless you get trapped in a net with her again, which I don't recommend. And anyway, she's keeping company with actor-slash-writer-slash-director-entrepreuneur Mr. Ondrasik, idn't she?"
"Also to answer your statement, love is right around the corner." she grinned, "Seize the moment ‘cause tomorrow you might be dead."
She tossed Jinx a reproachful look. "Well, thank you, Ms. Hallmark card; I hadn't thought about my own mortality for the past hour or so," she quipped. "Even if love is right around the corner or just down the beach, I don't want it. It's all headaches and heartaches, and I've got enough of those already." She stretched out her legs and propped herself up on an elbow.
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Post by JINX on Mar 19, 2007 20:59:00 GMT -5
Jinx
"Well, thank you, Ms. Hallmark card; I hadn't thought about my own mortality for the past hour or so, Even if love is right around the corner or just down the beach, I don't want it. It's all headaches and heartaches, and I've got enough of those already."[/b] Jasmine sighed and placed a Gentle Hand on Gwen's shoulder.
"Love will come, or maybe a quickie." she was of course just teasing Gwen, but who knows how long they would be here. would Gwen really be lonely for the rest of her life? No she find someone, there was somone out there for everyone. "And don't be to sure about Sarah, she is stronger than she looks.... fighting in a net." she Grinned, "I couldn't get my full swing in." Pouts.
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 19, 2007 22:16:22 GMT -5
"And don't be to sure about Sarah, she is stronger than she looks.... fighting in a net." she Grinned, "I couldn't get my full swing in."
"Oh, well, sorry about that. We'll put you two down for the next girlfight, in a wide open space, shall we?" she suggested. "Start charging admission and taking bets? I'm sure there was an accountant somewhere among the passengers..."
"Love will come, or maybe a quickie."
She laughed with a tinge of bitterness, rolling onto her back and interlacing her fingers on her stomach, staring up at the roof of Jinx's shelter as the rain drummed down. "I may be optimistic, Jasmine, but I'm also a realist," she sighed. "My true love's already come and gone. That sort of thing doesn't happen twice. Anything else would just be...a comforting lie at best. And I'm just not ready for that."
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Post by JINX on Mar 19, 2007 22:24:41 GMT -5
Jinx
"I may be optimistic, Jasmine, but I'm also a realist, My true love's already come and gone. That sort of thing doesn't happen twice. Anything else would just be...a comforting lie at best. And I'm just not ready for that." Jasmine wasn't sure what she could do to get Gwen to see? Jasmine knew it was too soon now, but in the future there might be a chance for real love again, maybe not as real as her and Eric, but something.
"Don't make me throw you into that rain." Jasmine smiled and moved closer placed a hand on Gwen's. "Your negativity, which you have a right to have. losing so much, but no more negative thoughts. He must have been a real special guy. If its not to painful, give me a little bit of you two's history." Jasmine winked, "Friend close, love from afar? or was it more both of you two shy to say anything?"
“Did you two ever tell each other your feelings?”
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 19, 2007 22:43:57 GMT -5
"Friend close, love from afar? or was it more both of you two shy to say anything?...Did you two ever tell each other your feelings?”
She swallowed hard and closed her eyes. It was painful. It was something she didn't talk about, but in a way, that was like denying that he'd ever existed, that he'd ever loved her, that they'd ever been happy together.
"No, Tim was never shy," she said, smiling at the memory. "He was brilliant and articulate and fearless. I'll never know why he chose me. I just kept waiting everyday for him to wake up and realize that he could do so much better than me..."
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Post by JINX on Mar 19, 2007 23:17:11 GMT -5
Jinx
"No, Tim was never shy, He was brilliant and articulate and fearless. I'll never know why he chose me. I just kept waiting everyday for him to wake up and realize that he could do so much better than me..." That was a slap right there, she was talking about Eric. But you find out new stuff everyday, but she wouldn't stop and ask about Eric now. Tim sounded like a great guy and Gwen had a smile on her face, but Jasmine couldn't help ask herself. 'what happened?'
"I know what he see's in you, a person with heart and strength. you took charge and knew what to do and you didn't panic." Jasmine smiled, "Plus you cute." Jasmine wasn't sure if she was over stepping her friendship bounds there but... what they hay.
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 20, 2007 7:39:54 GMT -5
"Whatever," Gwen groaned, rolling her eyes. "Beneath all that front, I'm just neurotic and indecisive and self-absorbed. But he was okay with that."
Her synapses firing more slowly from the wine or the exhaustion, Gwen finally realized what she'd said. She's said Tim's name and she didn't mean to. She didn't ever mean to.
She struggled up to rest on her elbow. "Did I say Tim? I said Tim, didn't I? When obviously I was talking about Eric, because you were asking about Eric. Obviously." She glanced over at Jasmine, not expecting her to buy her sudden backtracking at all.
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Post by JINX on Mar 20, 2007 11:39:51 GMT -5
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"Did I say Tim? I said Tim, didn't I? When obviously I was talking about Eric, because you were asking about Eric. Obviously."
"No way fly Girl your not backtracking on me, spill it. Who is this Tim you speak of?" jasmine smiled and tabbed Gwen's nose. "Because i am not passing out until i hear the good stuff." Jasmine foilded her arms in Mock Protest. Jasmine knew there was something Gwen was hidding, because everyone had something to hide. Herself included...
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 20, 2007 12:47:45 GMT -5
"No way fly Girl your not backtracking on me, spill it. Who is this Tim you speak of? Because i am not passing out until i hear the good stuff."
"I can't," she said softly, shaking her head. "Don't take it personally, Jasmine; I just don't talk about him. To anyone. I can't. I loved him, I lost him, end of story." The wall was up, the door was locked, and she had no intention of opening it again.
"Ask me anything else at all. 20 questions, if I can stay awake," she offered. "Though I'm guessing your life is far more interesting than mine."
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Post by JINX on Mar 20, 2007 12:58:58 GMT -5
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"I can't, Don't take it personally, Jasmine; I just don't talk about him. To anyone. I can't. I loved him, I lost him, end of story." Jasmine knew all to well about love and loss, she knew if she pushed Gwen to say something, well Gwen might never trust her again and that was something Jasmine couldn't live with. she just nodded.
"Ok i'll keep my big mouth shut, i'm sorry sweetie." Jasmine sighed, she should just learn to keep her big mouth closed. "ask me anything and i will tell you, or as you said try."
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Post by Gwen Havers on Mar 20, 2007 17:04:30 GMT -5
"Ok i'll keep my big mouth shut, i'm sorry sweetie."
"No, it's fine. There's no need to apologize; you weren't to know," she said. "I mean, they say time heals everything, so maybe I just need more time." She cast her eyes downward, unsure why she'd said that when clearly more than two years hadn't been enough time.
"ask me anything and i will tell you, or as you said try."
"Hmm, what have I not already read about in the tabloids?" she mused with a smirk. "Your first concert--how was it? Were you absolutely terrified?"
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Post by JINX on Mar 20, 2007 17:16:13 GMT -5
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"Hmm, what have I not already read about in the tabloids?" Jasmine gave Gwen a playful smack on her arm, "Your first concert--how was it? Were you absolutely terrified?" Jasmine smiled and sipped her wine.
“God I was terrified, but I didn’t pee my pants of have stage fright. I did crack on a few notes, but no one noticed. But it’s the most wonderful experience anyone could ever want. That night I was so excited me and my crew went out and got drunk.. Um I think I slept with two of my Female dancers.” blushes, “I never drank like that again.”
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